Friday, November 17, 2006

To my beautiful,smart,charming friend(u know who)(HWO)

She may be the face I can't forget
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day.

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell.

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die

She may be be the reason I survive
The why and wherefor I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be-
The meaning of my life is she...

This is my favourite love song and i guess it's the most beautiful i've ever heard.Probably it sounds a bit romeoandjuliettish(just invented the word)but it is beautiful:just how a man should love a woman.Not every can.But we don't need this "not every".
My friend(sorry,just in case there'll be...you know,questions)you are beautiful,you are smart,you're witty,you're faithful,you don't lie.He may be handsome,may be smart,may be witty,he's unfaithful,he lied.Weight this.You know you need someone better.I know it,i'm sure.We both know it.Two of us can't be wrong.Lies is probably the most annoying thing in human nature.Sometimes we need to do it.Sometimes we don't.Its us who decide whether it's nessecery or not.In this case it was not.It was his weakness.We all have our weaknesses,but this was simply disgusting.He's not worthy,at least not of you.You're worthy,at least of someone better.Much better.You know it.I know it.We both can't be wrong.Consider it.This is not to make you happy,i know it won't,but just to show you once more who you are,and who he really is(or was,is you please).Consider it.In any case i'll be by your side.Don't bother.

3 comments:

Anuta said...

jul i am afraid i have to tell you this. you are the best. thank you! you really help me always and i hope some day i will be able to help u. and now all i can do is thank you and thank God because he created you and he made us meet and well i am so happy now!

Jul said...

Oh,thanks...i'm happier now too...And i should realy thank Him too,cause He made us meet,and now i have a beautiful,smart,charming friend;) who i know will help me if i ever will feel in such a way.Some day i will,it's inevitable,but there'll be u to make it all better!

onar said...

as usual I don't know the situation but,thanks Jul,I'm also proud to have met you!!even if you are so far...and Anna,thanks,but remeber don't let anybody betreat you!never...
probably I didn't understand but....