The perfect name would have been "Shit" but thanks to my good nature i'll name it...i have no other name.I'm spoiled...

This post will be short.Cause it's late and i'm angry.Yes,angry is a nice suitable word.I'll be short and precise.Today i was going home from french by metro, my brain turned off and i got off at "Prospect vernadskogo" instead of my station which's the next(and the last).I waited for the next train on Vernadskogo,got in,looked around me,saw a good-looking guy,started making eyes at him(sounds weird in english,but you understood),seriously,i glared at him and that sort of stuff.Next moment i noticed he was doing the same.I mean staring at me,not making eyes!He didn't look gay after all!I had a thought that i should ask him if we were going to get aquainted or we were going to continue staring,but decided against it.For the first,no,the second,time in my life i decided to rely on a guy(what an honour).I went off,he went off.We went up the stairs,smiled at each other.Then my mom rang me,while i was on the phone he got out of sight.Then i walked several meters,looked back:he was standing by the metro entrance and staring.I thought "no way,now i surely won't ask him anything!If he's such an idiot that he'll just stay and stare...well,good luck,buddy!".I was soooo damn angry!!!Angry with him and even more angry with myself which is sooo damn annoying!!!I was angry with him for being such an indecisive idiot and with myself for relying on a guy!I knew,knew i should never,never rely on a guy,but thanks to my current brain stiffness i did the most stupid thing i could do in such a situation,which is...NOTHING!!!Going up to him,throwing my jacket and t-shirt away and my bra in his face would be better that doing nothing!How damn stupid!!!I came home angry,as i've stated above,looked into the mirror and thought "fuck me,what an ass..."(i mean not my ass,but he was an ass).My mom asked me kindly what was the matter...i said "oh,nothing,just feeling a bit...pretty tired".Pretty shitty i would say if she wasn't my mom!I couldn't tell her "you know mum,me and some guy,we were staring,glaring and doing all the things possible to attract each other'a attention and then he just stood and stared(stupid ass) and i just walked away(how could i?!)".Wow,i thought it was going to be a short post.As you can see i really was pretty angry...sorry for many swear words,i couldn't hold back,i'm really sorry.

Insomnia

It's 4 in the morning and i can't sleep!!!What's the matter,eh? I just can't fall asleep...so decided not to devastate myself trying actually to fall asleep and i've done some stupid test. Usually i fall asleep in front of the comp after such tests. Hope it'll work...
Well, i could have got any of these...

The Cool Guy: this guy is the center of the world, well at least the center of the social scene in your grade. He’s cool, subtly fashionable, cute, confident, and every girl at your school has a crush on him. Being the center of attention is great, but being his sidekick can be less than fun. Everyone wants a piece of him and because you’re not necessarily at the top of his list he occasionally forgets about things that are important to you. Although he’s great on the surface, you shouldn’t completely trust him with your heart.

The Sweet Guy: This shy-guy, has a heart of gold. He would do anything to make you happy, except get involved in social events or disobey his mother. His idea of a great night is skipping the happening party to sit at home watching a movie. While it’s great that he defers to you on every question, sometimes you wish he’d take a stance and stop letting people walk all over him!

The Perfect Guy: Perfect in every way, he’s your Chad Michael Murray, Ashton Kutcher, Adam Brody, Usher, and Orlando Bloom all wrapped up in one amazing guy like Tommy Hazard. He remembers your birthday, gets good grades, is psyched to meet your parents, and can’t keep his hands off of you (only when you give him the okay, of course)! You pinch yourself every time you see him to make sure he’s real.

The Guy’s Guy: He’s the team-captain of every sport and always has a posse of guys following him around. He’s the loud, gorgeous guy you’ve fallen for for all of the wrong reasons (his amazing eyes, his killer bod, his fab car…). He knows he’s hot, can be a total jerk and could never promise not to kiss and tell. But one smoldering glance from him and you’re weak in the knees for him again.

But damn it! Of course i got the perfect one! I can't remember him being perfect, that's er,let's just say a bit of a problem.dwhy me?!Why always me?!I hate Ashton and Orlando!!!And have you seen that Chad Michael Murray guy...? I mean i'm not that mean usually, but it's 4 in the morning for god's sake!May be not 'no luck' but bad luck...(tsa(c))Ireally don't wanna sound like an old spinster, but Gloria Steinem once said she needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle...Um,she was definitely an old spinster!

Oh yes,man is a fool...blah-blah-blah

"Sometimes I see
How the brave new world arrives
And I see how it thrives
In the ashes of our lives
Oh yes, man is a fool
And he thinks he'll be okay
Dragging on feet of clay
Never knowing he's astray
Keeps on going anyway"

Ok,that was just an introduction:)When juljul was merrily looking through work premit visas or vacancies in Ireland i came over a TSA term...so here what it really means: Technical Support Analyst...how dull,my interpretation's much more lively!

Honeymoon

Yeah,you're bored aren't you?But the end is near,only honeymoon plan left!
1.Some island in the pacific.Fiji...?One of the tiny islands in Fiji's called Taveuni.
Where:
2.Accomodation.Coconut Grove resort is not the best of course,far from luxurious,but what will i need?As far as i'll have a bed and some meals it's ok.Could be 2 different bures.I chose the second.
Mango bure.
Description:
From every window are views of the beach and the garden, with mango trees and butterfly orchids in abundance outside.
Large windows allow the warm tropical breeze to carry the scent of flowers into your room.
The Mango Bure has a queen size bed and overhead fan. There is also a single bed under the front windows on which you can read your book, and a small fridge nearby for your cold drinks. It is a spacious room with high ceilings, and the walls are covered in indigenous reeds that give the room a real island feeling. There is a large verandah in the front with two oversized chaise lounges. It is the perfect spot to spend the late afternoon and watch the colors of the sky change over the ocean as the sun sets.
Our island is famous for the kula birds, which are like small parrots. And the best seats in the house at sundown are on the verandah of the Mango Bure. You will see them flitting through the air at sundown, flying in packs from coconut tree to tree.
From the bathroom you step outdoors to the attached hot water "honeymoon shower". It was built from lava rocks we found down the island and has a banana tree cascading over the rock wall. Talk about a special place to bathe! You haven't lived until you have showered here, outdoors, in total privacy looking out at the sea.
3.RATE: US$195.00 per night for 2 people + gov't tax.Ok-ok,could be cheaper...hm...
But on the other hand this rate includes:
*Accommodation in your beachfront bure
* Transfers from the airstrip here on Taveuni
* Tea & coffee in the morning, afternoon tea with homemade cookies
* Sunrise from your bed in the morning
* Use of our ocean kayak and snorkel gear
* A complimentary 1/2 hour massage for one of you in our new massage bure on the beach
* Snorkel trips to the reef
* Village visits
* The sound of the ocean from your bed each night
4.Activities(besides usual activities of newly wed couple)
Nature hike to Bouma Waterfalls
The Lavena Coastal Walk
Birdwatching in Qeleni Village
Vidawa Rainforest Walk
Waitabu Village Visit
Horseback Riding
Village visits
Full-day sails
Snorkeling trips

Here comes the groom...

...ta-ta-ta-da...
(there no words in this march for a groom,sory)

11)Tux.Oh my dear god.I just couldn't find the righ one so i picked the one Ksju liked.I like it too:the best from loads of tuxes i've looked through.Though in my previous post i said everything i thought about tuxes.Too formal.But wedding is a formal occasion after all...

12)I need some less formal dress for a party.Cause i can't imagine myself lifting my wedding dress over my knees,putting on hard shoes and dancing a jig!Here it is:
13)I though i could change my shoes too...to smth less formal.It's gonna be a party after all!
14)Groom's less formal wear:i'm sorry, i can't help thinking about checked knitwear!I'm paranoid on checked knitwear!CHECKED KNITWEAR!!!!
15)Reception.Well...we won't have any party on the lake,cause sooner or later we're gonna freeze there,so i guess there'll be rustic chairs with cozy cusions,like these.But of course this photo was taken at the seaside,but pretend they're on the lake!
16)Cake.At the reception there'll be served this small tarts and the cake itself will be waiting for guests in the restaurant.The tarts:
The cake:traditional is the best!Snowy-wight...uh...
And of course drinks.At the reception there'll be some cooling drinks in case i would faint.And some hot drinks.Very ho drinks,cause as i've said before poor guests will freeze there!
17)Music.I don't want the traditional march,i'm sick of it.I need something special...i have several proposals,you can vote:
1.Tween Peaks theme by Angelo Badalamenti.You could think that a track from a thriller is not the best choice,but hey,just listen!It's marvelous!
2.Everlasing love by U2.I'm not sure myself,but it could be.
3.Misty by Frank Sinatra.I love you,Frank!
4.Majestica by Lisa Lynne
5.Morning Prayer by Steve Schuch and The Night heron Consort
The most likely are numbers 1,3 and 5 especially,but i haven't decided yet.All other songs i could leave for the party.

Here comes the bride all dressed in wight...

...Sweetly serene in the soft glowing light
Lovely to see
Marching to thee
Sweet love united for eternity.

Time for a new optimistic post.This's gonna be a large project in two parts,so be patient.I had to do a deal of research for this one so you should pay tribute to my work.I was inspired by my recent dreams(remember,Ann?).The thing is,i had a dream where i was getting married for two nuights and i decided to create this post.I need to put it all in logical order.The logical order tells me to write who the groom is first,but i'll ignore my inner voice.Not for long.(ha-ha,this is a joke).

1)Season.
Late spring or early autumn.Lets say may or september,as long as it's mild outside.
2)Time.
Morning.It could be dawn actually.Sorry,dear guests,you'll have to wake up before sunrise.You could do such a little thing for your precious Jul,couldn't you?
3)Location.
The ceremony itself takes place in Ireland(i know,i'm not very imaginative),co.Wicklow,Guinnes lake(i didn't choose the location by the title!)See below:

There's definitely smth wrong with the link,but you still can check it out:
maps.google.com/maps?f=d&hl=en&saddr=Ireland,Wicklow&daddr=&sll=37.0625,-95.677068&sspn=31.977057,58.183594&ie=UTF8&t=h&om=1&z=11&ll=53.009826,-6.047974&spn=0.18963,0.679779&iwloc=addr
4)The essential thing:the ring.I think all Piaget jewellery's beautiful,but his rings are special.Espessially the Piaget wedding possession ring.It's simple but on the other hand quite exqusite.Perfect for a wedding ring...the prise is another matter...

5)The dress.Just as the ring:simple,but exqusite.Just like this...


6)Bride's maid dress.Sorry girls if you don't like it,you'll have to wear this.I'm sure you're ready for this little sacrifice!



7)The veil.I had to cut Marcia's face a little.I love the veil cause you look like Lady Marry...no,really,this special headband makes it special.

8)The flowers.I'm not sure yet...i think of white peonies.I love peonies,they remind me of my childish home:my granny used to grow lots of peonies in our cottage...these are happy memories:)So there're definitely going to be peonies.And little roses.See below:



Plus the bride's maids will carry small bunches of lavender:


9)Oh dear...nearly forgot about shoes!I'm torn between two pairs of Jimmy Choo's...
These...

...or these...

10)Well,the other dilemma is my mom's dress...i thought of these,but i'm not sure...i hope she won't get mixed with the bride!

Sorry guys.i'm worn out...TO BE CONTINUED

Passed a test...Well,i thought i liked a horse-faced guy,
but it turned out to be a constantly joking guy...Try the test;)

MI6 agent Bond back at Her Majesty's service!!!

Today watched Bond,James Bond.Seriously,he's not that charming as Pierce,but i can shut my eyes on this little misfortune for a secret agent!...Who cares?!He's an 00 agent,for God's sake!As for the second poster,i just found the phrase pretty funny: "everything he touches turns to excitement!ЭYeah, sure, James, especially if it's a naked woman! So this is it,James's back...Have to admit my life lacks risk,romance and...er...secret agents...blonde secret agents(ha)(sorry,not that i have anything against it)(i could be on service,couldn't i?Especially...well,never mind,Anna,you should know what blond guy i'm thinking about at the moment)(not an MI6 agent of course,but i could be pretty well off without such stuff)
Come on,James,i could be helpful in your risky business!

THEY

So here they are,those you all've been waiting for!It took me lots of time to find the photos,so pay tribute to those you see...
1)Godly Braddy

2)Jeremy Irons(the younger one)

3)The one,the only...Anthony!!!

4)For he was Bond,James Bond
5)Paul Newman,heh...
6)Too young to be a Godfather(Marlon Brando)