Just us.

And another photosession with my dear crazy friends.

Pizza Hut: metamorphosis.
JULJUL

ANCHOUS

KSJU

Just today

Tomorrow I'll be going to my native town...I really want to see my granddad and grandma, but I know she's still gonna drive me crazy(no offence, grandma;). Thank God I'm gonna stay only a week and a half and then Juljul's off for her other native land. Small and green. With small green redheaded men. Ok, I'm daydreaming. What do you expect me to do after Irish dancing?
I'm glad I've spent a great day today and yesterday with my best freinds before I leave. Thanks guys;). See you in two weeks. And then I'm off again.

Say farewell to lyceum!For 3 months...

Today's the day! We shouldn't be gloomy, it'll all be ok! We'll manage, won't we, girls?!

Friends,Juguetes de Cuerda

Friends in Spanish...just funny:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOw7neL3tf0

...lipstick for men add...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTokqeL7sOU

Easy comes...easy goes!The year i mean

Some people(including me)think we shouldn't ever look back,we should moove forward.That's why i don't want to overlook this year wich is leaving us once more:i lived it,that's enough.I have no right to say it was bad for me,cause for some i love it was much more difficult,so i would say it was just...er,tiring.There were moments i want to repeat,there were some i'd like to forget and never remember again.All i can say that life is beautiful,life is great,whatever it gives us and whatever it takes away.It's just...you know...normal.Something comes,something goes...but the best things in our life stay forever,at least in our hearts,thats why i can definitely say i love it.I said we shouldn't look back but here's just a glance.Here things that stay.
Friends stay.I met lots of interesting people and looked deeper into my old friends and saw something new,something different,something great.There were lots of tests,but i believe it was for the best:we always have them to prove mostly to ourselves that there's no other thing like friendship,and that when your friend has troubles,or when we both have troubles other things don't seem to matter.
Dreams stay.I can't say i'm very dreamy,but i have lots of dreams.Little of them may come true in 2007,but hope for some.But anyway they will stay and wait till their turn to come true.I believe in the old proverb 'everything is good in its season'.
Family stays.Sometimes i think i could kill my parents,but when i understand how much i am addicted,how much i love them...
Inner world stays.It's not influenced by the troubles from the outside,it always stays the same:only for you.
Your world stays.Your world is your friends,your family and your dreams.
That is all about looking back.I'd like to look into the future.The next year must be terrific,i feel it.But anyway i hope it won't disappoint me.At least i know i'll be happy anyway having all those things that stay.Time for NY resolutions:):
1.I'll become more tolerant.
2.I'll do everything i possibly can to help.
3.I won't quarrel about stupid things.
4.I will show those i love that i love them more and more often.
5.I'll pay more attention to the household stuff.
6.I'll stop thinking about the future so much.
7.I'll play more with my dog and cat.
8.I'll smile and cry whenever i want.
9.I will finally understand that small worries can't affect happiness in general.
10.I'll overcome all the difficulties life gives me(with only little help;)
Thats all i can think of right now,probably later i'll remember smth else.Thanks for attention:)and Happy New Year to everybody!Love,Juljul:*

Party

Well, party's over, all cleaning done, presents stuffed into the wardrobe:)...here some photos:enjoy!It's a pity the photo where i'm blowing down the candles is not on my camera,but i'll upload it later.

Seasons greetings...

Um,hello everybody!I'm Juljul,nice to meet you.I'm not just Juljul,i'm that special kind of Juljul who's 16 today...yeah.Dear god,the person who used the expression 'time flows' was stupid,cause it surely doesn't flow,it runs,runs as fast as it can like a chaised rabbit!!!Life runs,i run...we're all in a hurry.We all are hurrying to happy future that lies ahead and i'm in no way pessimistic about it!I'm happy,though i don't feel any more older.I promise solemnly to everybody that i'll stay the same,or at least change for the best.Thanks to everybody who wished me all the best today,that was really great,i recieved greetings even from my hohlyatsky friends and i was confused and happy!Thanks once more,you know i love you all!Just the way you are;)So i don't change - you don't change:a deal?Ok,i'll go and prepare for the tomorrow party...
P.S.I'm really glad cause i'm writing this post om my new pc,woohoo:)

Home sweet home...

Stayed at home today.I feel so,well,strange:)Strange to be at home,strange not to be sleepy,strange in every way!I wander why are we all so stressed,nervous...?Is it time pressure or what?Cause i become more and more irritable every day...awfull,actually.Today's an exception from the rule,it doesn't count.I don't want to imagine what i'll be like when i'll have -don't know how to call it-kind of extra-mural french.But the mane point of it all is to get accustomed as fast as possible,to avoid being too nervy.Oh,nearly forgot,thanks to старая дешевка i'll have russian too,cause i don't think i'll pass the exam well enough if she'll go on teaching us like this(and believe me she will!)Ok,no more school!See: it's on my mind even when i'm at home.Done with it.I wander how are Anna,Aline and Ilya there...and lusty Nastine!!!!!

Everything

Yesterday night i felt gloomy cause i had lots of things to do and i realised i don't have enought time fot everything(not that it was the first time i realised it) and i felt really..well,bad.Cause i thought of life.Everybody(well,not everybody,but at least those who's blogs i read;) wrote it is great,great for different reasons.And yeaterday night i thought about it and some very unpleasant thoughts and feelings were messing in my mind.Like what if my dreams won't come true?Like what if it all will turn out in a different way?Not in the way i expect it to turn out?What then?I don't want to embody them in my chldren as most of people do.I don't want that.I want to have it for myself.I want to have them,my dreams,for myself,and moreover:i want to have them come true.And you know,after all this things i thought about i felt better.It was a pity it was about 1a.m.,so too late to call anybodyand whine,and i couldn't tell this all to my mom,though she asked why i was so furstrated.I love her and i know she wans to help,but i'm just not ready.Not now.So anyway,i felt better,cause i thought:why do i think in such a way?Why the hell do i think they wonnt ever come true?Why do i think my life will be unworthy?I can't,i don't have any right to think in such a way!It really is great,and,believe me,it's up to all of us to make it the way we want,the way we would like it to happen!So if anybody i know starts to think in as a stupid way as i did just read this post once more.It's all nonsence in a way,but it's true.It's great,it's beautiful,it's all up to us.Life;)...

To my beautiful,smart,charming friend(u know who)(HWO)

She may be the face I can't forget
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day.

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell.

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die

She may be be the reason I survive
The why and wherefor I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be-
The meaning of my life is she...

This is my favourite love song and i guess it's the most beautiful i've ever heard.Probably it sounds a bit romeoandjuliettish(just invented the word)but it is beautiful:just how a man should love a woman.Not every can.But we don't need this "not every".
My friend(sorry,just in case there'll be...you know,questions)you are beautiful,you are smart,you're witty,you're faithful,you don't lie.He may be handsome,may be smart,may be witty,he's unfaithful,he lied.Weight this.You know you need someone better.I know it,i'm sure.We both know it.Two of us can't be wrong.Lies is probably the most annoying thing in human nature.Sometimes we need to do it.Sometimes we don't.Its us who decide whether it's nessecery or not.In this case it was not.It was his weakness.We all have our weaknesses,but this was simply disgusting.He's not worthy,at least not of you.You're worthy,at least of someone better.Much better.You know it.I know it.We both can't be wrong.Consider it.This is not to make you happy,i know it won't,but just to show you once more who you are,and who he really is(or was,is you please).Consider it.In any case i'll be by your side.Don't bother.

Guess who(sorry,HWO)

Today was just...a day.I did nothing special.But.Big BUT.Today a very special thing happened...ta-da,guess who's back....ANNA SOKOLOVA (as Otto liked to say):))!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can't believe i'll see her tomorrow!(i guess i can write you,cause you'll read this;)I'll see you at last!At last...!Ooooh,can't wait till tomorrow...Can't wait-can't wait-can't wait!!!!!!