Stayed at home today.I feel so,well,strange:)Strange to be at home,strange not to be sleepy,strange in every way!I wander why are we all so stressed,nervous...?Is it time pressure or what?Cause i become more and more irritable every day...awfull,actually.Today's an exception from the rule,it doesn't count.I don't want to imagine what i'll be like when i'll have -don't know how to call it-kind of extra-mural french.But the mane point of it all is to get accustomed as fast as possible,to avoid being too nervy.Oh,nearly forgot,thanks to старая дешевка i'll have russian too,cause i don't think i'll pass the exam well enough if she'll go on teaching us like this(and believe me she will!)Ok,no more school!See: it's on my mind even when i'm at home.Done with it.I wander how are Anna,Aline and Ilya there...and lusty Nastine!!!!!
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
Today watched Bond,James Bond.Seriously,he's not that charming as Pierce,but i can shut my eyes on this little misfortune for a secret agent!...Who cares?!He's an 00 agent,for God's sake!As for the second poster,i just found the phrase pretty funny: "everything he touches turns to excitement!ЭYeah, sure, James, especially if it's a naked woman! So this is it,James's back...Have to admit my life lacks risk,romance and...er...secret agents...blonde secret agents(ha)(sorry,not that i have anything against it)(i could be on service,couldn't i?Especially...well,never mind,Anna,you should know what blond guy i'm thinking about at the moment)(not an MI6 agent of course,but i could be pretty well off without such stuff)
Come on,James,i could be helpful in your risky business!
Friday, November 17, 2006
She may be the face I can't forget
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day.
She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell.
She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die
She may be be the reason I survive
The why and wherefor I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be-
The meaning of my life is she...
This is my favourite love song and i guess it's the most beautiful i've ever heard.Probably it sounds a bit romeoandjuliettish(just invented the word)but it is beautiful:just how a man should love a woman.Not every can.But we don't need this "not every".
My friend(sorry,just in case there'll be...you know,questions)you are beautiful,you are smart,you're witty,you're faithful,you don't lie.He may be handsome,may be smart,may be witty,he's unfaithful,he lied.Weight this.You know you need someone better.I know it,i'm sure.We both know it.Two of us can't be wrong.Lies is probably the most annoying thing in human nature.Sometimes we need to do it.Sometimes we don't.Its us who decide whether it's nessecery or not.In this case it was not.It was his weakness.We all have our weaknesses,but this was simply disgusting.He's not worthy,at least not of you.You're worthy,at least of someone better.Much better.You know it.I know it.We both can't be wrong.Consider it.This is not to make you happy,i know it won't,but just to show you once more who you are,and who he really is(or was,is you please).Consider it.In any case i'll be by your side.Don't bother.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Today was just...a day.I did nothing special.But.Big BUT.Today a very special thing happened...ta-da,guess who's back....ANNA SOKOLOVA (as Otto liked to say):))!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can't believe i'll see her tomorrow!(i guess i can write you,cause you'll read this;)I'll see you at last!At last...!Ooooh,can't wait till tomorrow...Can't wait-can't wait-can't wait!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Have no time to write...gotta go walk my dog...have to go to British council...have to go to the library...have to visit French culture center...ooh,a lot to do....
Got home at last!Home,sweet home!Spent like 5 hours in the fucking library reading the "Evolution of Sinn Fein"(Irish nationalist party).Well,lets say English in 1920 was a bit different and quite funny:)
This book changed my opinion about O'Connell...I never thought he was such a...idiot.And Thomas Davis turned out to be a hero...oops,everybody writes different!Ok,won't bother anybody with Young Ireland and United Irishmen conflict!
Just kiss me,i should have been born Irish!:)
Had nothing to do...did smth strange...wow,i knew all these quizes are for oldie spinsters or some like me...
Monday, November 06, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Today had a great time with Aline and Ilya at the cinema(and Babushkini Blinchiki of course).The movie was fantastic: i didn't even doubted good old Woody would have made a wonderful job!I never notied before what a good actor he was...Splendini:)...Hugh Jackman's a bit irritating but the director made up for this little misfortune.What about Scarlett,it's amazing but she hadn't spoiled the movie either!She even seemed nice...Nice!Scarlett!Johannson!Incredible...I liked the limbo part most.Quite realistic,if you ask me.And just a good idea:Woody never stops to surprise!And the drowning part is a good lesson:if only there could be a splendid pair of some Lord and swimmingpool...And if only i was a good actress...oh...But i can be when i want so it's just a matter of lord-swimmingpool coincidence(but why only swimmingpool it could be whatever a place where there is any water)
(I can still hear your voice on the trade winds
I can still tase your tears on the foam
But the lure of the tide that i'm feeling inside
Will not rest till me heart finds its home)
(just smth about water,sorry if it doesn't fit in here:it's a beautiful song)
Posted by Jul at 11:41 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Everybody wanted me to write smth new so voila,here it is!Anna's in Paris,i miss her already...she promised to send an sms when she arrives,but still nothing...probably the plane was delayed again,probably there's smth wrong with her phone or...well,i'm a bit worried cause of this snowfall and stuff but i know everything's all right.And after all that's Air France and not some Siberian Airlines!
Yesterday when i was in the metro on my way home from dancing classes an old georgian man set by my side.He started to tell me stuff like "you're so beautiful and blah" and "could you wear military uniform"(haha)...i just sat and said nothing cause i knew he was just a typical old georgian half-drunk man.But then he said:"You should make the men you chose do what you want.If you haven't chosen him already of course".I said i have not yet.Then he wished me happiness and went off the car.I was stupefied.Really,it was like a prophecy or smth like that...I will remember things you said,my old georgian friend;)!
I'm done for today.Good night everybody!
Posted by Jul at 12:05 PM